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What happens when your very nature is what denies you the things you yearn for most?
When your tendency to hide what you feel means people don't seem to care?
When acting so confident means nobody gives you the reassurance you crave?
When your behaviour doesn't comply with people's standards, even if acceptance is all you want?
When your reflex reactions cause you to become somebody nobody wants to get close to?
When your fears of being annoying and unwanted make exactly that happen?
When your attitude when you do well gets you sarcasm and hatred, when you really want praise?
When you are so unsure that you can't just ASK for help?
When you are so shy that you can't say anything that matters to someone's face?
When you are moody enough that nobody notices when something is truly wrong?
When the side of yourself you hate the most becomes how people define you?
When your acts of love go unnoticed or unwanted, because they are over the top?
When your caring nature causes you to put others' problems before your own, even when they don't do that in return?
When your loyal nature causes you to be too clingy and everyone ends up having someone else?
When your defensive nature causes people to see you as 'mean'?
When your forgiving nature causes people to take advantage of you?
When you get the grades, but always seem to come second where it really matters?
When your tendency to ramble means nobody listens anymore?
When you worry so much and stress over everything, causing you to struggle, but nobody notices because you never complain?
When you never voice your opinion because you don't want to be ridiculed, but people hold this against you?
When your reputation is what holds you back from changing?
When you think so much that you can't straighten anything out, and nobody understands when you explain?
When you are so loud that you become invisible if you choose to be quiet, even if you want people to take it as a hint?
When you go so far as to hurt yourself, but they still don't notice?
When you despise yourself so much that you begin not to care?
When you tell yourself your problems are stupid, so you don't tell anyone in case they laugh?
When your crude jokes make people think you're so different to what you really feel?
When you just feel too different, even if you try so hard to fit in with your own friends?
When you create a mask so good that nobody knows what it hides?
When the walls you hide behind become too high for anybody to bother to scale?
When you distance yourself from everyone, when you really just want to be loved...
What happens? You want to give up, that's what. But your nature intervenes here, too. Because you care too much for those you would leave behind. ♥
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believe it or not, yesterday was a good day.
12:30am ish, 4th March 2010
believe it or not, yesterday was a good day.
12:30am ish, 4th March 2010
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Wow that's so much like me it's just... wow... It makes me so depressed when I can't fit in, and I sometimes wonder if the reason is because I try so hard... I feel so confused about what to do and how to respond to things that I just find it best if I just keep to the shadows, even when I want to burst out and share my own weird thoughts. Staying quiet ensures that I wont make a wrong move, I suppose.